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Sunday, April 27, 20082008 is realli a sucky year for me.....firstly... my hope is dashed..the one that i spent so much time n effort on it just gone like this....the one that i spend almost 2 years n it just ended ...totally none of it came true....but since u tis is yr choice..i have tto respect it... secondly...its going to may soon yet i am stil unable to settle down and study...my studies is in a total mess...the probabiltiy of me failing a every tests is close to 1..since now i think the no of failure is almost dunno how mani times of the test that i passed....seriously i needa do sth to it b4 i regret in the future thirdly...my emotions are going on a roller-coaster ride...i dunno how to end this ...i sweared that tis few months is the worst months i ever gone thru...stress from studies...relationship....family...whatever u name it ..think i also have....issit realli tat i think too much....i realli hate such things...emo-ing have become a habit for me ... lastly..my relationship with my family worsen....i find it hard to communicate with them...a few words will then end up in an argument ...n the atmosphere is realli bad....haix...i realli dunno how to communicate well with them... luckily i still have a bunch of friends for me to talk otherwise i think i will explode n break down one day.... Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 11:38:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Saturday, April 26, 2008i respect your choice and wish you all the bestLife hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:21:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Wednesday, April 23, 2008u own me an ans tat i wanted so badly...haixi noe shldn be thinking bout this but i couldn control myself..... Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:16:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Saturday, April 19, 2008wtf ...damm pissed off with them last nite...wth i am already 18 can u give me atleast some personal freedom?? just a simple midnight show also cant ...why nt u just lock me up in the cage n dun let me go out ....i went out at 6 plus yet u demanded me to be home by 11 ...wth ..might as well dun go out ..its nt like i everytime will watch midnight show...fuck lahx..then two of them each call n blast into my phone ...wats yr problem.....fuck....please also stop criticise others ...by allowing to go home late dosen't men that they dun care bout their children...tis shows tat they have trust in their children n they communicate well with them ....why can both of u see that.... all u wan me is to study..of course i will take responsibility in my studies ...is my future at stake ....i am a grown up n i can think..i noe how to differentiatie the time to study the time to play...please think about it....if one day i would turn to a rebillious child ...pls dun regret wat u both is doing now.buying psp is another issue that make me damm pissed..been wanting to buy a psp ...n i didn even demand ani money from u....i been saving up n i using my own savings to buy...wats yr prob of saying that money is yours..all those money i dun deny that is given by u but pls dun 4get ..i work in holidays and i saved up....pls just throw away your traditional mindset..now is the 21st century ....pls wake up.... Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 8:05:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Thursday, April 17, 2008seriously i realli think i should do something tha can make me wake up and start preparing for my studies...realli felt fed-up with myself fo wasting sp much time on sufing the net everyday ...the main purpose of my laptop is to listen to msic ...but i would usually end up surfing net .watching videos form youtube...result hw nt done....wat can be done to stop these ??i noe now is the time for me to study yet why am i doing so ? to everyone hu is eading this ....if u see me slacking off from studies ..please just come forward to give me a tight slap ..n ask me to wake up n start studying ...i promise my family that i will start studying yet its is so unproductive of me to do oni 2 tutorial questions in 2hrs-.- wat can be done to do this ..why am i still nt getting into action .... issit realli that i so used of gg out to play since o levels till now ? i do need help for motivation to study .....i think it s even worst than o levels ...am i getting complacent over my olevels style? last minute studying is possibe ....i dun think so...is possible in JSS cause i have mani teachers available for consultation n the sch prepare us well for it ...but in JJC ..haha...i think i can oni have one person to rely ..which is ME ..LAU YAN HONG ...give me a few more days ...i promise to start mugging from this wkn onwards...is a promise ..if i failed to do this .....just come up n demand money or i let u decide wat u want to do to me ....tmr will be the last day for me to slack ....i hope so ..MOTIVATION tat is wat i need ......can u give me some ..i believe u noe hu u are:) Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 10:52:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Saturday, April 12, 2008i am back :)lol everything in my mind now is settled n now i can really put down everything n start to move forward ....seems so stupid for me to remain stagnant in my life ...so now its a new start for me :) n do realli hope tat i can do this .... dunno how mani times i said this le but i will try my best to fufil tis hope of mine... focus now is to prepare well for my alevels over the past few weeks some of my alevels subject results were out ...i got both A's for chinese n project work ...damm lucky sia ...cause i dun think i put in enuff effort for my chinese paper ....n for pw ...i think is my pi help me ...lol... aniway my hope now is to have decent grades for my 3 h2 subjects to beautify my alevels cert n a secure for my future... initially wanted to clear my hw in the afternoon but o ended watching tv ..haix...nvm at least i completed 1 chem tut.... shall get bak to complteing my hw:) Life hav a balance ~~ posted timey on 8:06:00 PM - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - |
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